Long Day, Sleepy Girl - Day 32

I have had the busiest day. A very good day, but a nonstop busy day. I am tired as shit. But I like I said on Day 1, no matter how tired, no matter how short the post, I will make one each day. It's about the discipline, commitment and follow through. All things I must get better about.

I shuffled an got the Rx Knight of Wands. How spot on. Having exerted a lot of energy doing things that excited and motivate you that you are just fried. My "Wife" and I spent the day having "Lady Day" as we call it. Her boyfriend is out if town and left me the keys so rolled out man. We hit Michael's, Marshal's, T.J. Maxx, Kirkman's, Ulta, broke for an scrumptious dinner and La Madaline, then on to World Market and Big Lots! Then came home and made charm bracelets (which I'm pretty proud of. Pictures later.) So then I pulled out the 4 of swords intentionally, as one of its defined meaning so-to-say is rest, recuperation and healing. This girl in the card is so damn tired, she's sound asleep in the snow lol. Like her, my ass is sleepy lol. AND I have to get up and go to my family's annual Cookie Sunday! Ugh! As much as I want to, I really just want to lay in pajamas, eat and watch football.

 

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Keepin' On - Day 27

As I look at the Knight of Swords from the Crystal Visions tarot, and then I look out the window, I see the same fog-laden, lavender sky. The first thing I am thinking of is the message I had for someone about St. Germain and that he confirmed it made sense to him. I think I will do a meditation with to connect with him tonight.

Now I see this knight flying above the grey storm clouds. He looks really cold and pissed off, yet he trudges on. A reminder to keep on keepin' on regardless of how shitty conditions may be.

 

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Focus, Accomplishment and Pride - Day 26

The Crystal Visions deck called of me tonight and the 3 of pentacles jumped out while shuffling. We see a couple in a clearing in the woods, each focused on working on their own projects but seeming to quietly enjoy each other's company. The man stirs what is inside of a huge cauldron and the woman monitors the progress of her garden and the three beautiful pentacles it has produced at various stages of development while w humming bird hovers overhead. (Did you know they can travel over 2,000 miles?!)

This card says a number of things to me. It says I need to acknowledge that though it may be slow moving, progress is being made. It reminds me that I have numerous resources available to me, the most precious being the those who love me dearly. It cautions me of the dangers of codependency, a monster of which I must always be mindful. It tells me to do what I must in order to be focused and organized so I can use my energy wisely as well as look back and feel a sense of accomplishment and pride. And it also speaks of traveling great distances. All-in-all, yet another sign that things are coming together and will produce solid results.

 

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Change and Courage Will Pay Off - Day 21

Tonight I used the Crystal Visions Tarot and it spoke to me in a series of bullet points. As they have been doing with these nightly draws, the cards jumped out while shuffling. I got The Fool 0, the 6 of pentacles, and the King of Swords.

~ Taking risks to seize new opportunities will pay off and give me so much more clarity and a sense of control

~ Using the knowledge and wisdom of past experience as encouragement when starting from ground zero leads to the ability to trust Self. There will be opportunities to repay kindness that has been show. Be proud of the courage and strength exhibited.

~ The attorney is going to get the final compensation deserved. Plan ahead to repay any debts and start fresh, but seek counsel from a professional advisor who can give clear, objective advise.

~ A trip overseas is the smart action to take. It will pay off and bring confidence, success and monetary compensation so go for it. There is no unfair exchange here so graciously accept gifts offered.

~ Stop being chicken-shit and reapply to be a flight attendant again.

~ A house move will bring a sense of balance, security and control. It will be near water and have an area with beautiful flowers and trees. The landlord will be fair and honest.

~ An opportunity to go to the ballet on a date with man who may be a pilot, lawyer, or be an air sign. Though he may be a bit of a know-it-all, he will be very generous, sincere and an animal lover who is a lot of fun and likes to travel.

 

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Thanksgiving - Day 16

I've drawn the 2 of cups from the Crystal Visions deck. After having had such a wonderful Thanksgiving Day, I am reminded of just how blessed I am to have so many who truly love me.

 

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Wonder Woman Challenge

I have so much respect for those of you who can post everyday, the lovely Chloe at Inner Whispers being the first who comes to mind. I swear that woman would give Linda Carter a run for her money. I'm in awe of her seemingly effortless energy given the multitiude of responsibilities she has. So I've decided to attempt to challenge myself to make a post a day. This means I'd do wise to keep my posts very short and not go into too much depth when interpreting the cards. Not at all my style. But I think this will prove to be extremely beneficial, maybe even imperative. As a professional reader, I always go way over the scheduled time. Combined with the fact that my readings tend to go very deep, it's killing me y'all. I. Am. SO fucking burned out! And given the many challenges in my personal life, some of which include getting hit by a taxi while riding my bike and my brother being killed two weeks after that, I am about to fall apart - and not necessarily at he seams. But I digress... This whole giving-till-it-hurts bullshit really comes down to my own insecurities and not feeling like I'm giving enough, which I suppose means not feeling like I'm good enough. So on that note, I'm gonna hush with explaining myself and start my new discipline.

Question: Should I start doing a post a day?

Card 1. If I do? - Queen of Wands - Ha! My "Wonder Woman" card! I will have such a rewarding feeling of accomplishment and pride. It will prove to me what everyone else seems to see so clearly, that I am an amazing reader. I will think more highly of mySelf, adopt more of a Leo attitude of confidence and get back to see tarot as a joy, not drudgery. An awful truth, but that's what it it on the verge of becoming. Look how that candle to the right (the future) is almost melted to nothing.

*Crystal Visions Tarot from U.S. Games

 

 

Card 2. If I don't? - Knight of Pentacles - Dear God look how tired this guy and his horse is! I need to work smarter, NOT harder! Nothing more need be said!

 

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