Viking Territory - Day 33

The Vampire Tarot called to me tonight. Judgment XX asks me if I am ready to take a leap of faith into the unknown like a Viking ready to discover knew territory and up for any challenge. It's time to jump to it.

 

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Long Day, Sleepy Girl - Day 32

I have had the busiest day. A very good day, but a nonstop busy day. I am tired as shit. But I like I said on Day 1, no matter how tired, no matter how short the post, I will make one each day. It's about the discipline, commitment and follow through. All things I must get better about.

I shuffled an got the Rx Knight of Wands. How spot on. Having exerted a lot of energy doing things that excited and motivate you that you are just fried. My "Wife" and I spent the day having "Lady Day" as we call it. Her boyfriend is out if town and left me the keys so rolled out man. We hit Michael's, Marshal's, T.J. Maxx, Kirkman's, Ulta, broke for an scrumptious dinner and La Madaline, then on to World Market and Big Lots! Then came home and made charm bracelets (which I'm pretty proud of. Pictures later.) So then I pulled out the 4 of swords intentionally, as one of its defined meaning so-to-say is rest, recuperation and healing. This girl in the card is so damn tired, she's sound asleep in the snow lol. Like her, my ass is sleepy lol. AND I have to get up and go to my family's annual Cookie Sunday! Ugh! As much as I want to, I really just want to lay in pajamas, eat and watch football.

 

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Loosen Up, Earth Queen - Day 31

Using my Dark Angles, 1. What am I moving away from? 2. What am I moving toward? 3. Bottom line.

The first thing I notice is that I have all earth cards. This shows how extremely important having a sense of security that is long lasting is to me, but that I must also be more flexible and accepting of change. Next thing is that both the Page and the Queen of Pentacles (my significator card as a Capricorn) are here. I have to find that balance between behaving like a mature adult yet honoring and my inner child and not judging her. My friend Stephanie who is such a gifted reader just told me earlier this week that I needed to take time to do work with my inner child. Thanks Stephanie!

1. Page of Pentacles - Again I am warned against holding onto things that I think give me security. Look at how she is clutching that disk! I feel like it represents past mistakes and old resentments toward myself and others (Joshua). I am starting to see all of these things as learning experiences and put them to rest.

2. The Heirophant V - I'm moving toward becoming more disciplined and structured and increasing my faith. Proof being that I ordered my Leonie calendars couple of days ago and toning to got a beautiful indigo/violette 2014 day planner.

3. Queen of Pentacles - I love this version of the QofP. Her facial expression says how strong she is and that she will kick your ass if you cross her yet her posture shows how open and flexible she is. I'm actualizing the true essence of who I am, which is a loving, nurturing woman who needs security and also structure. If I can be half as loving and nurturing to myself as I am to others, I'll be very pleasantly surprised at what I can create for myself. But I must be more flexible and patient with myself.

 

 

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I Ordered My 2014 Leonie Calendars! - Day 30

I ordered my calendars from Leonie tonight! If you don't know her, you need to, she's wonderful! Click here to learn more about her and both editions of her calendars. You may also want to look into her Goddess Cirlce. I am SO frickin' pissed I let my membership lapse! Ugh! Having the funds to rejoin will be one of the things at the top of my list.

The first thing I notice is that there are two 1's which is such a positive omen for something that is all about creating new opportunities and having a fresh start. I also see that out of four cards I have all four elements, suggesting things coming together and being well rounded and in synch. Then there are two Knights, which are the members of the court who go on quests, they man up and take action with regard to their respective suits. In this case action toward things that bring emotional fulfillment and security.

 

1. What will the Amazing Year Life Calender bring me? Rx Magician and Rx Knight of Cups - it will rekindle my courage to have confidence in manifesting the kind if life I can feel proud of and truly love. It will offer me opportunities to recognize and embrace a multitude of gifts that I either don't see or have lost faith in the ability to create. (Didn't I just get the Magican a few days ago? And didn't I feel like it was speaking about something wonderful in Jan?)

2. What will the Create Your Amazing Bussiness Calendar bring me? - Knight of Pentacles Rx and Ace of Wands -It will get my sorry ass un-stuck by lighting a fire under it. It will help me to be more patient with myself by learning to pace myself and create realistic goals so that I maintain my enthusiasm for the process as opposed to becoming bored and discouraged by getting caught up in the outcome. It will inspire me to keep working toward the things that speak to my soul and and how to create long term security from them. Those sunflowers are sacred to Oshun who is all about creativity, happiness and prosperity!

Now how exciting is this?! Thanks to Amazon Prime I should have these babies in my hot little hands in 2 days!

 

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Lemons and Sunshine -Day 29

I asked what color I should focus on before I go to sleep then shuffled my Secrect Language of Colour cards and got yellow for the second time in a week. The first thing that came to mind was the house cleansing/blessing I did tonight and used fresh lemon in the water for the floor wash. Lemon is excellent for cleansing in both the physical and the spiritual plane. My dear friend Marjorie who was my trainer for a few years used to make meme drink hot lemon water every single morning due to its numerous health benefits. Can I tell you I hate lemons now lol. I guess this is a sign I need to start that again. I think Jophiel is trying to reach out to me again. I forgot to get the yellow candle for him. This also makes me think I need to soak up some sunshine. That is if it decides to ever shine again here in NOLA. It's been cloudy/foggy/rainy/overcast for weeks. Maybe I'll go to the market and get some yellow flowers tomorrow and let them bring some sunny vibes to me.

 

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Waiting For the Magick - Day 28

I am so sleepy, kinda like last night (if you couldn't tell with the three sentence post lol). I stayed until 6:30AM to watch President Mandela's memorial. So the past two nights have been quite a challenge to keep my commitment to a post a night. I pulled The Magician I from the Robin Wood deck. He stands here with his hand extended as though he is offering a magickal gift to me. The yellow background speaks to me of the arch angel Jophiel again and also the crystal citrine. Maybe I need to start carrying a piece with me. It is so good for the solar plexus chakra, the power center. I've been thinking a lot of trying my hand at a crystal grid. Citrine is great for money. For some reason the number 1 is making me think of the month of January, which is interesting because if I'm going to draw a connection to a particular month, I always associate this card with late March through April for Aries .

So to sum it all up, I need to remain optimistic because I will be offered a magickal new opportunity or gift in January that will bring money and a feeling of joy and empowerment. Hmm. I guess we'll see.

As I was writing the date in the title, it hit me that today is the 28th consecutive day of me making posts. They say it takes 27 days to form a habit. I think my buddy the Magician is here to escort me over the threshold of life as a daily blogger. Maybe the devilish spark in his eye hints of things yet to come as a direct result.

 

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Keepin' On - Day 27

As I look at the Knight of Swords from the Crystal Visions tarot, and then I look out the window, I see the same fog-laden, lavender sky. The first thing I am thinking of is the message I had for someone about St. Germain and that he confirmed it made sense to him. I think I will do a meditation with to connect with him tonight.

Now I see this knight flying above the grey storm clouds. He looks really cold and pissed off, yet he trudges on. A reminder to keep on keepin' on regardless of how shitty conditions may be.

 

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